So, What next?

I have been meaning to write something for a while now. But ofcourse laziness is widespread,

and if you are a normal soon-to-be-16 year old, believe me, YOU ARE BOUND TO BE LAZY!

Okay, so nowadays everyone (by everyone, i mean the uncles, aunties, and others who care least) keeps throwing the same question at me--"So, whats next? Engineer or Doctor?" Oh, common people, be creative..rather ask me-"Did you seriously not kill Osama?" or "Do you think there actually is something like gravity?".'So-engineer-or-doctor?'question feels like people asking me "Do you wanna die very old in a hospital after saving people or you wont mind your slow death?" I guess its because of the damn 10th class stupid exam which i recently appeared for (and which is the last thing on earth i care about) and the fact that you need to opt something in 11th! Now, to be honest, i have actually asked myself what do i like and what exactly do i want to do in life, what are my interests etc etc but SERIOUSLY I don't have any

damn idea of what interests me! It sounds awkward and weird but thats what the truth is! And moreover the aptitude test on which i did waste my 100 bucks was of no fucking use.

Okay. So what if i dont know what i want to be? What if i have no goals right now? Yeah, yeah,

great people say that you need target, you need goals but whatever, what if i dont have any? What if my life sucks? Its my life and its fine. I love my life and i dont mind it the way it is. Surely, everything will sort itself out when the time comes. Why can't people just live in the present? I study, i have fun, i play, i have fun, thats it. Why the hell does the whole IIT-PMT-CA-MBA thing pops up? Its because of the society. The surrounding. And the only thing you can do is accept it all and just chip in.

When i was a 4th grader i used to think i would be an astronaut..Then i realised that its not as straightforward as it sounds. By the time i reached 8th grade i realised that there are billions of people out there who dream of becoming the same since 1st grade. Now, people say that i should be an Engineer whereas I dont have any damn idea what EXACTLY does an Engineer do! Then i got to know about the IITs and how people are literally crazy enough to think that IITs are the end of the world..hmm..I just dont care, all i want to do is to get away to a whole different place and live by myself! And that cant happen if i have to take admission in any of the local colleges in Sitapura, Jaipur. :P

I am more of like enjoy where you are at present and the person sitting next to you is the most important person atm. But this doesnt mean i am good at socializing! To hell with socializing! I cant care about someone i barely know :P.

Its funny how my mom tries to convince me to go to marriages and get-togethers and enjoy with family people but either i wont go at all or i just go putting on everyday cloth(my mom hates that) and just mind the FOOD! And i

am 95% sure that the case's same with you:D And my views on indian marriages are just awesome enough to write a

whole big blog. (Sarcastic, yeah, if you didn't get that already :P).

P.S.This was my first blog. Don't criticize me!:P Not my fault if you are bored!